An extremely intense desire to worship the one who created Her

Reaching that point of reckless abandonment worship

As she just pours out all she is before Him

There's such intensity in her every movement

So the girl she worship and cries out to him

She's totally the complete picture of hysteric's

Crying And Asking, Seeking And Knocking

Where have you gone ? Why I am still here ?

The pull for his love and her desire for him tear's her apart

And you just can see it in just about everything she does

As she's in the midst of all that a new pull emerge's

It's those people and places she's left behind

there taunting and yelling and trying to entice her

where is your god ? you'd be so much better off with us!

Accusations Condemnation and so much more thrown at her

it goes on for awhile and the combination's of the frustrations

with god himself, and then the people tryin to tear her away

she turns around frantically screaming NO! NO! NO!

Don't you understand I'm through with all of u

why dont you understand that I'm his ?

Still tottally hystrical she turns around and falls back down

looks up with such deep sadness and pleading within her eyes

I am your's right ? there is something beyond this place right?

essentially basically the sorta scenish sorta thing that keeps replaying over and over these past few days or so sigh