I was also hard of hearing. I thought I knew so much!! My sister and brother inlaw would ask and ask me when I was going to give my life to Jesus Christ. One day in 1989 after having been witnessed to by these two, I sarcastically replied that I would stand in the line (as depicted on Left Behind circa 1970's) and wait to get my head chopped off with the rest of the people who refused to take the mark. Although shocked, they left me alone. But over the years I had to live with that remark, and my vivid imagination of standing in this line miles and miles and miles long, waiting my turn to get my head chopped off. Over the years my imaginings would add more; such as screams, the heat of the day, the stench, the vultures, the executioners ax... For a long, long time 13 years, I went back to that thought. Oh my ugly selfish pride! Praise God!!! He woke me up from that nightmare of gore and walked me into the light!! Hallelujah!! In 2002, after having given my life back to Jesus Christ, I told my sister what I had been learning in bible study. She became silent, and cried stating that this was a miracle, an answered prayer. She told me that so many people had been praying for me. Just as recent as last week I saw one of those friends at my sisters church. I said to her, "I know you... You prayed me into the Kingdom." She said to my sis, "is that Cathy?" She got up and we hugged. This has happened with a few of her friends. |