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For as long as I can remember I have let my problems consume me. Never wanting to accept advice after asking numerous people. Some were saved and some weren't. For some reason motivation just wasn't there for me. I'm learning to seek him in all things. In short, all of the things I've been through I can't think of one that God hasn't brought me through.
Shift in focus, this is powerful for me. Focusing on the Lord and not my problems. Allowing him to move and have his way. See I've prayed for things and didn't shut up long enough or wait quietly to hear him. I would pray about it and ask others to pray for me all the while worriation has been a known factor that has caused unnessesary stress in my life. Just holding on desperately to all the things I asked God to change. Not realizing that it's not as easy to deal with change as I thought. I used to think okay I'll give to to God but then I would worry about it and take it right back. Having to reflect on all the prayers and expectaions I have of God I didn't take the time to fully focus on what is required of me. Being able to set myself aside and allowing him to move. I'm learning to do this. It's part of my process. I even whisper to myself when I know I should be seeking God and not how I think it should be. Just as a reminder.
Today, I live for him.
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