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MOMMY DON'T LEAVE

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January 13, 2008 at 5:07am

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This is a poem that I wrote after I had to leave my ex-husband because of so much abuse and he was cheating on me. The Lord Jesus came up with this poem. He told me that it will work out someday when I see her again. When I left she was only 14 years old and my son was 15 and today I want to share this with you. Here it is ; It is just like she is talking to me;


                       Mommy Don't Leave

           As I watched you go out the door
            I almost fell onto the floor
           I felt like crying, But I was trying not to;
            Mommy I still care about the love
            We used to share like the peaceful dove
             Flying high in the clear blue sky.


             Mommy I really miss you
               And I want to kiss you dearly
              I want you to know that you are My
              One and only mommy!

               We used to laugh and play
               And to this very day
                I hope and pray that I
                Will see you really soon.

                Mommy, I just want to say;
                " I really want to see you well
                  And to make sure you know
                  That I LOVE YOU DEARLY!"

                                      By Brenda Fay Higgins
                                        Starrose1953
                                          Done on Feburary 8. 1998
                                            copy right on February 14,1998

   See I left my daughter on the front porch crying cause she wanted to go with me and there was no room at the Group Home where the State Of Florida had put me because my life was in danger cause he put Boric Acid in my face and tried to kill me because I was suicidal because of all the stress that I was in and it was hard to cope with life. I was not hospitalized for it but I was seeing a doctor for it. I had major depression and it was hard to do anything. All I wanted to do was sleep.
    Thank the Lord that I got out of that situation of him controlling me and now I am free. I even changed my religion to live a more peaceful life and it is now easy.
       From Starrose 1953

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9 Stars to "MOMMY DON'T LEAVE"

12 Comments to "MOMMY DON'T LEAVE"

Rosie

January 13, 2008 at 5:16am

THANK YOU FOR SHARING THAT HARD TIME IN YOUR LIFE.....MAY IT HELP SOME ONE ELSE TO KNOW THEY DON'T HAVE TO SUFFER IN SILENCE THAT THERE IS HELP OUT THERE....

voice_in_dc

January 13, 2008 at 6:19am

Thanks for sharing Brenda. It will be an encouragement to others.

Gene

January 13, 2008 at 3:14pm

And how have things been with your children these past ten years, Brenda? I hope you've had the chance to get reacquainted since then. Thanks for opening your life to us. Peace!

starrose1953

January 13, 2008 at 4:26pm

THANK YOU ALL for your stars and comments. So far the contact has been through my sister who lives in Florida. See with his threatening my life I cannot have contact with him cause of the abuse. The judge ordered it for life and Thank God that he cannot even find me any where. It was 23 years of torcher with the marriage. He blamed me for everything that happened bad and he is not a Christian either.
I have heard from them though without my husband knowing so that they will know that they are loved by me. Starrose

Cheryl

January 13, 2008 at 5:46pm

Praise God~I know so many aspects of this personally. God loves you so much. He will restore what the locust have eaten. He has been faithful in my life! Love~

suzanne

January 14, 2008 at 6:31am

Starrose--you are a strong woman of God with a lot of love to share. I'm always glad to hear how the Lord is healing you and helping you overcome the pains of your past.

Yahschild

January 15, 2008 at 1:50pm

Beautiful poem! Sorry you had to go through all this! I am glad you did find shelter and a new beginning. Great that they know you love them!

Bobbi Ann

January 15, 2008 at 4:31pm

Thank you for sharing such a heartbreaking story and a glimpse into your life. I too have a similar past. God bless you for your courage as I too know how difficult it is to leave children behind.

Stephen

March 10, 2008 at 6:35am

Thank you for the poem And taking the time to share it with the world. yr friend Stephen in Cabot Ark

Rebel with a Cause

March 22, 2008 at 11:13am

OMG... I am going to have to come back and write I am crying too much right now.

Della

March 22, 2008 at 12:14pm

Thank you, Starrose!

starrose1953

March 22, 2008 at 12:22pm

Dear Della
You are welcome and thank you for sending me the Easter card, it made me cry. Starrose

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