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January 13, 2008 at 10:05am

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i sometimes wonder what life would be without new beginnings. there wouldn't be a sunrise, births, love, etc... what would we ever look forward to. i have been living my life in fear and very little trust for reasons that reside in my past. hurt, pain and fear provide fertile soil in which doubt and distrust can grow stronger. a wall is built quickly to insulate you from those who hurt you and it is usually a pretty strong barrier to sharing with others more than on a surface level. i have been struggling to begin anew, placing the wall building events before God and letting go. i need to let go. but it is hard when your life is partially or mostly defined by those events and the wall you built to support you and keep you alive. the wall won't come down easily; it seems to fight to remain, only coming down a brick or a stick at a time. the mud holding it together is stronger than my will to destroy it at times. where do i look for my help. you who read this help make that wall just a little bit weaker...and as the mud cracks...and the bricks fall... and the fear and distrust come out...i want it replaced by the love we have for each other and for God. be at peace my friends and join with me in celebrating His love for us all. thanking him for the sunrise each and every morning. maranatha

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January 13, 2008 at 10:40am

Remember Jerrry, everybody in Breakfast Club and the band so dearly loves you!! I know I do!!!! The Lord will always be there for you also, when the rest of us are at school or work.

Love ya!!
Cara

Joey

January 13, 2008 at 12:55pm

New beginnings... it appears that you are loved, Jerry. Open your arm and just sigh and receive that love. I understand about fear and distrust... you do have One who is with you day and night, guarding over you, ready to listen and have a talk whenever you have time. Yes, He's always there.

Joey

March 18, 2008 at 9:38pm

Ok, you've begun. How are you doing?

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