Hi. I have has a crazy life. My dad Was handicapp. He had a disease called gout. He was my hero. He was all of my heart.  Then about 9 months ago he died. I was heart broken! I still don't know how to handle the pain!  I had changed. I had become a really bad girl! I

- Made a myspace even though my mom said no

- Started swaring

- Yelled at everyone

-flicked people off

-tried out smoking!!!!!!!

One day about One month ago I went to my cousins house. I was talking and she said " your dad would be ashamed" I was in shock! I asked for help!She helped me in so many ways. Now im a christian freak!!!! I am trying so hard to stay this was as well. Satan is screaming. I can asure you! hahaha Life is so much easier. I dont sware anymore. I love being like this. I lost more than 10 friends because people could not accept my change. All Ihave to say is OK. Thanks Diane for changing me!!!!!