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Through all of this and dealing with a death of a close loved one, my Father gave me a dream. I had woken up after having a nightmare (3am) and prayed myself back to sleep. The next thing I know I am standing in His presence and arguing with Him about the catch phrase "Let go, Let God". I told him that I must not be doing it right because the weight of everything was taking its tole on me. He gave me an example of how He wanted me to adjust my thoughts. He gave it a minute to sink in (to my thick skull) and when it did... the weight of it all lifted off of me. I felt like a little kid dancing before my Lord.
The rest of my time with Him, He did not allow me to remember but my spirit remembers. It is in me because He put it there.
I felt myself being pulled away from Him and He told me that it was time for me to wake up. Of course I said that I did not want to go yet but I woke up.
(1 minute before my alarm went off at 6am)
OH how much I did not want to go. It was so amazing! Our God is an AWESOME God! I got to spend almost 3 hours with my Father and it felt like just a few minutes.
Since then He has given me the strength that I need to do what I need to do. And the peace that I need to do it. It has been constant and steady. Mind you there are still tears. But He has given me the ability to deal with it differently. Now, everytime my mind thinks "Let go and Let God!" I have a good chuckle. But I still have to tell myself that. It's like He is reminding me... No, No. We've gone over this. Don't pull that weight on you, give it to me. I will take care of it for you.
I trust Him. |
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