Being at PTKM made me face feelings that I have been hiding in my heart for many years,If I continue to hold on to so much bad emotions I will never thrive. So here go me facing my emotions for the first time.

In a relationship that she know in her heart is deadly but she feel like she has no way out. She moved away from her family because he said so. She feels so lonely and empty so sad. He tells her that he hits her because he can ! As she picks her lifeless body off of the floor after yet another beaten, she glimpse in the mirror at her battered body and she shouts "I'M IN LOVE WITH THE DEVIL". 

Hiding so much pain and sadness in her heart and soul, The only way that she feels in control of her pain is to slash small slits into her flesh.When people see her she always have a smile, no one ever knew the hell and torment she was going through.so ashamed of what she do she covers it up so that no one would know.As she begin to cut she starts crying while blood streams down her arm she realize "I'M IN LOVE WITH THE DEVIL"

Drinking so much liquor and smoking so much weed because she feels like it will take her pain away as she gets higher and higher her body gets numb and weak. She loose all sight of her issues and problems. Until the highness wears off and she sober up. She is still burdened with all of her problems and issues. Not knowing how to deal with her problems, She began to buy a "dime bag" she stops and realize " I'M IN LOVE WITH THE DEVIL"

Not knowing what a true love feels like,she falls for every man that Say's "I LUV YOU". Searching from man to man, bed to bed trying to fill that empty space that her dad left when he abandoned her as a baby.Not knowing that when she put her all in to a man he will leave a hurtful scare that is hard to heal when he don't love her back. As she begin to undress for another guy she look at his eyes and see nothing but lust. When she was hoping for love.They begin to kiss but she had to stop. She realize "I'M IN LOVE WITH THE DEVIL".

WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH THE DEVIL YOU ALLOW HIM TO TAKE OVER EVERY SITUATION ,EVERY THOUGHT, EVERY EMOTION WITHOUT A FIGHT.
 
BEING IN  LOVE WITH THE DEVIL HAS NO BENIFITS HE TAKES EVERYTHING AND LEAVES YOU WITH NOTHING. HE COMES TO STEAL, KILL,AND DESTROY YOU AND EVERYONE CONNECTED.