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I think you have known me long enough to know I never post on the week-end, but as I was cleaning today the Lord spoke to my heart. I really do not like cleaning the hardwood floors, really do not like to do it, REALLY!!! and as I was cleaning, getting all of the spots that the grandkids leave(or so I thought), I had to keep going back getting the ones I missed.
Believe me when I tell you I went back at least a dozen times cleaning SPOTS...... I know I have cleaned this at least six times and the spots seem to reappear over and over agin. I stopped and said "Lord, What are you trying to tell me or show me. How many times do I have to keep going back over the same spots over and over again"?
Jesus wants us spotless, SPOTLESS.... How can we be and we are sinful human beings? We continually pray, do what is right, ask for forgiveness for our weakness, treat others as we want to be treated and have the faith of a mustard seed..... Lord, I am trying with all my might, ALL MY MIGHT, but the world and it's ways just keeps getting in the way. I trust and love you with all my heart and everytime I turn around there is another issue, problem, dilemna, etc, etc, etc....
HELP, help me to hear your voice, help me to feel the touch of your hand, help me to be a better person, more like you... HELP.
As I go through this season of financial disarray, health issues, job issues, I am lamenting over my inability to just shuck all the problems off. I know in my heart that my FATHER will take care of the issues, yet in my weakness I still fret and worry. Father forgive your ill equipped child who let this world just get next to her. My faith and love in you will never waver and my periods of what seems like complete aloneness will fade....
ALL HONOR AND GLORY TO YOU.
Thanks guys for letting me vent - I love you |
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