| Just another Day |
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hello, once again I'm here writing. Its a monday, so we all know that life seems to run with the not so fun day.
Russell, is closing the shop up this week. So that means home longer. I would never have thought that i would think that the internet would be my out in life. I ask myself everyday will I ever change. I find myself talking and writing on the internet. face to face....well that another story, you would never think that i was shy. Well, I am...the truth comes out. its a day to day fear. fear has become my life and for so long i was hiding. Hiding, is another fear and I have allowed for it to run my life. I want to end it.
sitting here i think to myself that one day this is going to make me either hate my life or I can do something about it.
What will I do...? Rica |
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