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So yesterday was a tough day for me. For reasons I won't detail specifically here.
I was in the car last night with the wife discussing an issue (read: arguing) and got to a point where I was communicating to her how that I didn't feel that I had anything left to give anyone right now...not her...not our family...and not God. I told her how I just felt that I'd failed God and that I had nothing left to give Him.
At that exact moment I stopped in the middle of my sentence because on the radio these words were being sung:
Cause we all fall short, and we all have sinned But when you let, Gods grace break in
(Chorus) Its Beautiful, Beautiful Come as you are Surrender your heart Broken and beautiful
I stopped in the middle of my sentence and fell silent. It's like God was reaching down from Heaven to speak directly to me. I don't believe it was just a coincidence that that song was playing at that moment. God was trying to speak to me. I fully believe that.
I know that I have fallen short of what God has expected of me lately. But I do want to come as I am and surrender whatever I have left to God. I know that He can use me.. |
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