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Its been one of those days... no I take it back its been one of those weeks, months... *sigh* Doesn't seem to matter what I do I just can't get it right... I'm so angry. To whom do I direct such anger? Yes, yes the Lord I know that. But how does one direct anger to something that does not respond? Has no reaction, I might as well be talking to a brick wall or closed door. I might get a better result. I want so much to run in fear again, from faith & god, myself... everything. I am scared. *raises hands palms up* I have nothing left to offer, please accept me as I am. I do not think I have ever felt as alone, scared, angry, hurt... etc as I do at this very moment. |
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| March 16, 2008 |
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| My sweet Jade, you are in the perfect spot to surrender to Jesus. God hears your cries and He is responding with us messaging you.... Oh How He Loves You!! me too. |
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| March 16, 2008 |
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Jade, God is with you. Rest in His loving arms. He knows your heart. |
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| March 16, 2008 |
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Jade I want you get give this anger over to our God this battle is not your, you are a blessed women of God I love you but you must love your self, I have those kind of days also but I just don't dwell in it.
DOES GOD REALLY LOVE ME? HOW CAN I KNOW? Hosea 2:19 . . . I will make you my wife forever, showing you righteousness and justice, unfailing love and compassion. John 3:16 . . . God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. 1 John 4:7-12 . . . God showed how much he loved us by sending his only Son into the world so that we might have eternal life through him. This is real love. Romans 5:5 . . . [God] has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love. Romans 8:35-39 . . . Nothing can ever separate us from his love.
WE ALL GET ANGRY AT TIMES, SO WHAT SHOULD WE DO ABOUT IT? Ephesians 4:26 . . . Don’t sin by letting anger gain control over you. Don’t let the sun go down while you are still angry, for anger gives a mighty foothold to the Devil. Anger is like a skunk in the house. Don’t feed it to encourage it to stay. And try to get rid of it as soon as possible. Matthew 5:21-26 . . . You have heard that the law of Moses says, “Do not murder.” . . . But I say, if you are angry with someone, you are subject to judgment! . . . Go and be reconciled to that person. Confront those with whom you are angry in order to restore your relationship. 1 Corinthians 13:5 . . . Love is not irritable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. Love is the mightiest weapon in overcoming anger.
I LOVE U Jade
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| March 16, 2008 |
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Jade, as your hands are lifted, palms up...His hands are laying in your palms right now....can you feel them? While you are sitting there...softly, quietly...will you ask Him to wrap His arms around you and hold you?....Can you feel them? He is holding you so tight. He won't let go...He doesn't want to leave you. He doesn't want you to leave Him. You are more precious to Him than you can ever imagine. Call on Him...He is there.
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| March 16, 2008 |
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| Jade..You rock...this is a God thing and no one can deny it!!!~ |
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| March 16, 2008 |
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Jade, I have had rough times in my life. Times where it seemed dying would be better than living. One of the things that has brought me through is knowing that God, Jesus, understands me. He really understands me. Hebrews 4:14-16 14 Seeing then that we have a great High Priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our confession. 15 For we do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses, but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin. 16 Let us therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy and find grace to help in time of need.
The things that really help me in this scripture are #1 that Jesus can sympathize in my weakness because he was tempted in all the same ways I am and #2 that when I am a mess, struggling, and angry is when he tells me to boldly approach Him so that I can get the mercy, grace, and help I so desperately need.
You are not alone. We are here with you and praying for you. |
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| March 16, 2008 |
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| I just came back to check on you...letting you know that I am still thinking about you and praying for you! I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one either! :) |
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| March 16, 2008 |
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Thank you, each and everyone of you -- Jade |
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| March 16, 2008 |
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| Jade, I know exactly how you feel. But without Jesus, there is nothing left. Just keep praying and obeying. It will all come together somewhere. And if not, we will just die and it won't matter anyway, right? |
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Jade, There's a guy in Columbia, Maryland, about 1,000 miles south of you, sitting in bed with a laptop (coincidentally it's on his lap). Next to him is his wife, she is sleeping, otherwise I would say "we". Just wanted you to know this guy is praying for you. Chin up! God bless....... |
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| March 17, 2008 |
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| Love you lady!~ |
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| March 17, 2008 |
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Jade- I noticed that you said "raises hands palms up* I have nothing left to offer, please accept me as I am." this is what happens when a person sticks you up, he comes and says "Stick um up!" and your hands go up into the air" why? because you have nothing else left, you have surrendered" this is the same thing we do when we lift our hands to the Lord ,we surrender! my Sister God ,will and has taken you just how you are. Sometime we cant hear him speak in the mist of all the cares of this world, but rest assured "He is no brick wall" he will give you the peace that you need! Just stop trying to do it yourself and let God have his way!
We Love you, and your not alone. |
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| March 17, 2008 |
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FOY YOU JADE I LOVE U
O God, you will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are fixed on you; for in returning and rest we shall be saved; in quietness and trust shall be our strength.
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace. Where there is hatred, let me sow love, Where there is injury, pardon Where there is doubt, faith, Where there is despair, hope, Where there is darkness, light, Where there is sadness, joy. O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console, not so much to be understood as to understand, not so much to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, it is in dying that we awake to eternal life. |
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