I visit my favourite website only a few times the past month or so. Mainly because I was without a pc for a long time and when I did receive it back I had a huge amount of work to attend to. But in the mean time I had to deal with a lot. For sometimes you have this fear of not having anymore what you have........
I work for my boss for nearly 4 years now and I am in the privildege situation of working from home. But after my boss had a divorce a year and half ago everything started to be falling apart in his life. His business is not doing so well actually there were times that he didn't even receive an  income, and no need to explain, it affected my income as well, for now I only receive straight pay and no more commission, but I kept on praying for I love every part of my work!! And I trusted that everything will turn out for the better. But the situation worsen.
Today he spoke to me, telling me that he is in a very difficult situation for he doesn't know if he must resign from the company that he is working for, he is insecure about his career. And that he doesn't know if it is worth it to keep me for he really can't afford me any longer.
Although my salary only pay my rent, I trusted that everything will be okay and will improve. Well it didn't up to now. So a decision have to be made and it definitely have a ripple effect on my life.

Well friends what I feared is standing on my doorstep.......!!!!!!!!!!!
See what you fear will eventually hit you on the forehead!!
What a lesson to learn............Not to fear!!!!
For God says: Fear not my child I 'm with you always.
So where do I go from here? Back to my Fathers lap!!!
Repenting!!
For  I didn't trust Him enough!!
Now I have to start the walk all over again and learn the lesson not to fear!!