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Last night, at around 11:30pm my young daughter entered my room and snuggled up beside me on my bed. Her sweet aroma and smile filled my heart. She wrapped her tiny arm and fingers around my neck as to hang on for dear life. She was full of questions.
As we sorted through many of the big questions in life for her 11 year old mind to handle, she came to a question that made my heart stop. She simply asked me if I loved her and if I was going to die.
Many of you know I have been battling cancer since December. She has seen me ill and has been a trooper through this. I have finished therapy but in recovery was very weak and ill yesterday. The important part of this illness has been the closeness we have gained through this.
As we talked last night the emotion went from sad to happy to extreme laughter and adding a tickle to the tummy always helps. I reassured her as I prayed for the right words to share that momma was going to be fine and so was she. This lead the conversation into another area though.
"Momma, did you know that there are some parents that do not love their children" Ashley prodded.
"Well what do you mean?" I questioned to allow her to open up more.
"Well momma, my friend __________ was in the bathroom crying today at school. She said her momma hated her. She said she wanted to kill herself and that's just wrong. She is sad. She says her momma screams at her, just wants to watch tv all the time, and has a new boyfriend all the time."
We talked about the variety of aspects with what she had mentioned.
After awhile she said, "Did you know that I'm living the good life!" her face was excited and her eyes wide open with the biggest smile.
I sat up and said, "Really, and how is that!" in a playful way.
She said, "Because some kids don't have these......and I do.
*a momma that loves them {or parent}
*a bed to sleep in
*new shoes
*my warm blanket
*fresh milk
she began laughing and sat up too and added..
*and my bike
*and my bubbles for my bubble bath
*and my Hairspray movie
*and my Jesus
we hugged and wept together. Wow, to come to Jesus as a little child. Suffer the children to come unto me....to embrace life through the eyes of a child.
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Jade |
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April 04, 2008 at 10:20am |
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how beautiful, I have tears in my eyes. Peace be with the both of you Jade |
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Cheryl |
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April 04, 2008 at 10:23am |
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| Jade, we just passed like ships in the night! I just commented on your blog! I love you~ |
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Cheryl,
time spent like this with our children are so special, I am glad you had the opportunity to cuddle and talk to her, I also think that while they are talking to us, it is the Lord using them to give us hope and strength in times were we feel most weak, You are such a blessed women, and the Lord is using you mightily. Keep listing to the voice of God through your Child and Keep praising the Lord for those answered prayers. |
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| when i stop crying I leave you a comment! Love you! |
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Cheryl |
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April 04, 2008 at 10:28am |
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Keith, wow, what a blessing. I hadn't thought about it that way, thank you brother!
Jenily!!!!! I love you!! kisses~ chow chow chica |
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We never know when our child might come up with a question that might even shock you , but we need to have an answer for rhem. It sounds like you are very wise. Your answers where very good. I truly think you are a loveing mother with a very loving doughter. May our Lord and Saviour continue bless you so that you always have a good answer for her. Robert |
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You got old Rich teared up, no joke. This child has a vision seldom seen at ANY age. She has learned to count her blessings, a trait that most folks have not yet grasped.
Hugs to Ash! |
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| I have enjoyed countless discussions and times of intimate fun like this with my own children. They are indeed such a blessing, if we would only take the time to enjoy their innocence rather than contribute to it's erosion. God bless you Cher, you've got this right! |
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Cheryl |
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April 04, 2008 at 10:41am |
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Robert, Thank you, and Lord willing I pray to always have a profitable answer for her.
Rich, ol' buddy, muchas gracias senior! Ash is a delightful and extremely wise child.
Paul, what a blessing brother~
Mike {and Laura!} Train up a child in the way they should go and when they are old they will not depart from it. Motto's are good! Love ya brother~ |
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BALARI |
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April 04, 2008 at 10:56am |
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Cheryl...I have one girl...out of all my children (5) not that I would trade any of those boys, mind you...but I do so treasure her. Girls are just so special to their mommys. I too am sitting here with tears streaming down my face. They grow up all too fast, so hang on to that time. I truly believe that God gives us children to speak to us when we get to a point when we might not really hear him. Or perhaps not really understand him. They have a way of reaching a place in our hearts that only they can. I know my daughter does that for me.
What a precious moment....thank you for sharing it with us. |
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Thanks for sharing such a tender moment...and reminding us we should be as little children...
...also reminds us that we need to be careful with the words we speak into the lives our of children. They do listen and it impacts them - good and bad. |
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Cheryl |
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April 04, 2008 at 11:26am |
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Chafas! es excelliente', love ya man!!!~ Grascias, gracias
Valarie~we are passing around tissue, here! I love you!!! We will have 'real' coffee together soon!
Michael~ Thank you brother for our long conversation last night. What a blessing! Thank you for praying for me and your Godly and timely wisdom. I feel a ton better today...I am healed!
Thanks again brother~
Voice, always so glad to hear from you. Your right, we are speaking life or death to them, they are listening. Your son has awesome parents...just read a blog about that! Love ya brother~ |
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| Yes...someone please pass the tissue....Cherl I never knew about your illness and the things that you have been battling against.....Your blog here has really increased my faith....and helped me to treasure our time here each day with our loved ones and friends.....Thank you so much for sharing! |
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Cheryl |
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April 04, 2008 at 12:07pm |
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Great, now here I sit in my office surrounded by other guys and I have tears in my eyes. Oh, well they can think what they wish. Thanks for sharing, I too love those times when my children share from their hearts....I always learn something.
Be blessed! BTW, You are HEALED from the top of your head to the soles of your feet! |
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Deb |
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April 04, 2008 at 1:00pm |
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| Beautiful, touching, sweet...loved it. |
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Gene |
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April 04, 2008 at 1:21pm |
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Cheryl, what a great story! Mine a too old for that and there are no grandchildren yet. Ah! But I remember those days - times snuggling and hugging. Any thunderstorm was an excuse for bedtime conversations with my kids (of course, they initiated it).
Ashely is blessed. She has such a great mom!
Have a Rockin' Day!
Peace! |
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| Hi Cheryl. I'm a bit like Gene here, I rememeber those days. Secondly. It brought back memories of me when I was a child and asked my mom loads of questions. Top marks me 'ole gal! and if I could give you a double star - I would. |
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I had just stopped crying from the last blog and then.... tears flowing again...
I love you Cheryl and know your heart was full last night as your daughter showed the wisdom of her heart. |
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Cheryl |
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April 04, 2008 at 1:46pm |
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MarJay~what a blessing you are, thank you for your friendship!
Plumbline~here:
Deb~THANK YOU! Got your message, blessings.....
Gene~Thank you brother! Your kids had great parents too!
Tammy~What a blessing you are to me, thnaks!
Stevie Baby~Ae! Thanks!
CherylfromGa!~ I love you!!!!!!! |
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| This morning when I got up I remembered a similar experience. I wanted to ignore it though. Reading this has reminded me just how great a God we serve. Thanks!! Our of the mouth of babes... |
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| Cheryl when I saw the box of tissues, I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time....(smile)....Girl you are too much.....I just love your spirit.....I too am thanking God for our friendship.....You are indeed a blessing to the Body of Christ.....and I'm standing with you and believing GOD for your healing.....by His strips we are healed! Bless His Holy Name! |
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Trukki |
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April 04, 2008 at 5:03pm |
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| Awesome story thanks. |
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Cheryl |
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April 04, 2008 at 5:21pm |
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LaTonya~Wow, to relish each moment, they wont be young forever. Thank you!
MarJay~Your a treasure!
We'll just start with these!
Shannon my love~
Trukki~Thank ya man! Actually looked for your humor first! LOL! Have a great weekend with your family!
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Joey |
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April 04, 2008 at 6:58pm |
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I came to see how my friend is today. I see all of these tissue boxes and I know they stand for love. You've taught you daughter about the meaning of love, and in telling the story... you're helping us to grow.
I love you, ya little detective, you! |
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thanks for sharing my dear friend,it has really
touched my heart,God knew you needed that
right at that moment,praying for you and your
family.
love and blessings
GOD BLESS YOU |
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Cheryl |
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April 04, 2008 at 7:28pm |
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| Love you guys, thanks! |
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My son is 11 too. I am praying that he will get stronger in the Lord, sounds like your daughter is walking a truly strong path. My step mom is a cancer survivor of 10 yrs. She has breast cancer, thyroid and skin cancer. I will be praying for peace for you and your family. |
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| Wow! Your daughter is wise beyond her years! You and God are doing a fine job! |
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Cheryl |
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April 04, 2008 at 9:24pm |
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Gary~Thank you, God is a Healer!
JessIAM~ hey man! Thanks brother!~ |
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| What a precious moment! Sad so many choose to miss out on such as these! I love you, Cheryl, what a beautiful child you have!! Thank-you for sharing!
 GoD'S, PeAcE aNd LoVe |
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Cheryl |
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April 04, 2008 at 9:30pm |
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| DebB~Thank you! I LOVE seeing your fave, great avatar pic! |
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Dana |
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April 04, 2008 at 10:21pm |
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Ashley is such a smart girl. I know you are proud of her. You have taught her well. |
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Joey |
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April 05, 2008 at 2:15am |
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I trust that you are tucked in bed asleep. I pray that God is holding you and your child; watching over the two of you, keeping you safe. I pray for the cancer to go into remission - permanently. I also pray for love, peace, joy and happiness in your life.
For that is what you are all about.
Love,
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Cheryl |
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April 05, 2008 at 9:41am |
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| Okay, pass me the tissues...thank you guys, I love you! |
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Dana |
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April 05, 2008 at 12:41pm |
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| I love my little sis so much! Praying for you baby! |
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Cheryl |
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April 05, 2008 at 1:38pm |
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| Love you! |
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Psa 8:2 Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings hast thou ordained strength because of thine enemies, that thou mightest still the enemy and the avenger. Wonderful blog! God has given you strength through your child to overcome your enemies! That is His word and you can count on it! I have drawn strength many, many times from one or both of my daughters. In His Service, pastorstines |
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Out of the mouths of babes ....It just reinterates what being childlike does to a heart....
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| Girl! you just made me tear up. That is beautiful, always cherish those moments with you daughter they are precious! |
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Cheryl |
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April 07, 2008 at 5:05pm |
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| Thank you guys....she is a delight to me! God is so good to us! |
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AWESOME BLOG
t say you have a wondeful relationship with your daughter when you can talk about anything and she understands. Like she said most parents don't give the children the time of day and that is sad, they forget these kids grow up and they don't forget, it's great that you and your child can talk about anything esppecailly things that brother her, an you can explain the Y's and the how come, And she cant explain to you how she feels about her mother and you reasure her of your love for her no mattter what. She sound very gratful to me. |
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| As I mentioned in the letter I just finished to you. I have been battling cancer for over 17 years. I know what you are going through. One of my daughters called and was crying on the phone. She is twenty eight and no child. She told me she was scared and her and one of my other daughters were coming to visit. This was before I started the last cycle of treatments. I told her I knew everything would be alright. But it certainly takes a lot out of you. I would have days I would have to drag myself off the couch to make some food. I did not want them to see that the side of my face was so swollen. As well as how bad I looked. It is sad to see their faces even at a grown age. Or to hear them cry over the phone. I pray I don't have any for a while (treatments) My prayers are certainly with you as I said in the mentioned letter. Love sometime hurts. But just think how much it would hurt if we had none at all. We are blessed in that way!! God bless!! |
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Cheryl |
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April 13, 2008 at 8:10pm |
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| thank you guys! |
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