People have been telling me that if I want to grow up I had to move out of my mom's house.  I am in the middle of doing that right now.  I moved new place aptment and new city.  I even had to get a new car.  I am starting a new life and the only person that I know here in town, some how I hurt their feeling last night and do not know how I did it.  I know it is time for me to grow up.  I am 41 and I still being abuse by family.  I have taken care of everyone and in that I lose who I am.  It is scare to be in a new place and not know a lot of people.  I kept to myself most of the time when I am not working or I am not on my computer.  Please kept me in your prayers as I go though this all in the next few months.

Lesli