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| Why the name change?? |
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Good day to everyone, I know that a lot of you are probably wondering the reason why my name has changed like it has, well there is a smiple reason to why and it is one that I have been hiding from you all for a very, very long time. I know that this may come as a bit of a shock, but after you are done reading it, then hopefully you will understand the reason why this is happening. Well I have to admit that what I am going to tell you isn't easy for me at all and it makes me nervous to see how many will stay with me following this entry. I had written an entry a while back where I had said I was a born again Christian, well to be honest that isn't true and I am not a born again at all. I had only said that so that away people would not bother me anymore about it, so in away I have been keeping a secert inside of my heart and it has been there for way to long. I know that many of you will ask me the reason why that is, the reason is quiet simple, because I haven't felt the love from God or Jesus in my life at all, even when I cry I don't feel him. I do feel someone with me and that is the devil. I know that may come as a bit of a shock to most of you, but that is the way that it has been for me for quiet sometime know. I must admit that this is something that I may not like to have happen, but it has been and it doesn't scare me as much as you would think it would. What I have been feeling lately is the warmth of a fire that is from the fire's of hell, where I will be going to in the long run. I feel the devil craddling me saying, 'Ssh, dry your tears my child and don't have any more fear, because I am hear and I will keep you safe.' I hear that all the time and each time that I hear it I get more comfortable with it. Well know you know the reason why the name change and everything else. I hope that you will still stay with me and know that you all mean a lot to me. Maybe someday I will find the light again, but this is one journey that I must take alone. Take care always, Lost Spiritual Girl |
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Megan, there appears to be many layers to the deceit you are under. Have you not read, The thief (that would be the devil) comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I (the Lord Jesus) have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. Jesus himself also said of the devil, "He was a murderer from the beginning, not holding to the truth, for there is no truth in him. When he lies, he speaks his native language, for he is a liar and the father of lies." So even if you did hear him saying 'Ssh, dry your tears my child and don't have any more fear, because I am here and I will keep you safe.' he would be lying to you. Why would anyone gravitate toward lies, especially when the truth (and the source of truth) is right in front of them?? Perhaps strangest of all, ultimately you do not belong to the devil any more than I do, despite the devil's claims to the contrary. No, it is God who holds all lives in his hands, for "To him (Lord God Almighty) belong strength and victory; both deceived and deceiver are his." |
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| I find that I don't belong with him at all. I know that the theif may be a bad person, but that is who I was destined to be with in the long run. |
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"don't belong with him at all" A lie. Love ya Megan, but that's a lie. Just think about it, would you? That line definitely didn't come from God, therefore...... "...the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord." Would ya really turn down a free gift? |
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| Yes, I sure would Mike and I already have. |
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'Ssh, dry your tears my child and don't have any more fear, because I am here and I will keep you safe.' Is this something you would like to hear? |
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| No, not at all..Reason is that I don't deserve it at all. |
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| None of us deserve it Meg, that's why it's called grace. Unmerited favor. You are Loved. |
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| I guess so Brain, but I still feel more comfortable with where I am know. |
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Megan, You feel "comfortable" with comfortable with where you are? Feelings are not convictions and the devil cannot give you convictions either. The only thing the devil can give you is lies. The devil has lied to you. The only real issue is will you come to terms with that? You have said that you can, "What I have been feeling lately is the warmth of a fire that is from the fire's of hell, where I will be going to in the long run." Certaintly it is your choice to accept that fate but the truth is we all deserve hell. Not one of us is morally good. If you want to know the real good news is that you don't have to be "good" to be saved. Its quite liberating to say that I don't have to neccessarily be good to be saved because it frees one up to realize that only in Christ can we be saved. You said essentially that you "faked" your conversion that you didn't feel it was genuine. In other parts of your post here you have said you were not born again. You have told me that you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Do you now go against what you said earlier? Of course its more comfortable to say I don't want part of Christ but in reality you need all of Christ. Life is a complex journey and frankly the other paths that you may wander down aren't worth it. If feel you haven't made that genuine commitment to Christ and you know in your heart that you haven't then why not make it today? Why not seal the deal and give your life over to Jesus Christ? There is no middle ground Megan in relation to worship. You choose who you worship by the decisions you make. When you worship what is created, you worship the creation rather than the Creator. Only Jesus Christ can expose the lies of the devil. The real question is will you let the lies that have been woven into the fabric of your heart be brought to light under the authority of God's Word, and of His Son? At the heart of man is the question of God. Ecclessiates 3 tells us that God hardwired eternity upon our hearts. Come to the One who Created You and the One who sustains you, even right now. His grace and mercy call you to come! His Son calls you to come! So come into the arms of Christ. Its okay to have questions, and its okay to face them head on with people who truly care about you (As those who have responded to you have shown). Know also that I am here to answer any questions but that it is not my job to convert you to Christ. Only Christ can change you and transform your life-I cannot. Know that I'm praying for you and do care. In Christ Alone, Pastor Dave
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Megan, I want you to know that I love you. More than that, our father God loves you. I pray that you will have a willing heart and a willing spirit to let him work in your life. Do not believe the lies of satan and his demons, they will decieve you. Trust in the Lord with all your heart, for he offers you eternal life through our Lord Jesus Christ. I will be in prayer for you. Love!! |
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Megan, please.... Satan will do anything, use anyone to hurt you.
You are alone on your journey. You may think you are, but Christ is with you. He never gives up, and God never gives up on His children. |
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Well, I sent you a message that I prayed would reach you and I was greeted this morning with a removal from your friend list, and the inability to send you another message. I have to assume you're either doing this all for the attention, or playing all of us - because there is no way someone can just ignore all the information and concern we're all showing you. |
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