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It is with much disgust that I must write this update of my life.
So many things have happened in the short time that I have been gone.
>I have found out that I am bipolar. I am going to go get medical advice about possible medicine options on Friday.
>I apparently have offended Todd so very much that he has banned my lips from his ears. I am no longer wanted at his tables and it's like I am very Psalms 23 ish...Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies...
How did it get this way? What happened to make us at odds with each other?
He says that it is my fault. (which very well maybe)
I say that we are all to blame. And that there are several things that must change before we can return to where we were, if that is even possible. He still is my greatest brother but we are now more like mortal enemies than siblings in the house of Jesus. I'm not asking you to take sides, I pray you don't. i just pray that when I go to meet this head on tomorrow that we both may have some prayers with us so that we may once again be united as family. But should God not agree and his plans fall differently, then I pray I will see it a few steps too early.
>So I must go and get counsel, for I am much afraid.
Wish me luck!...And Todd too.
Love,
Michelle
Oh I'm a blonde now...=) |
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| I will be praying for this situation, I am sure you and Todd will get things back together. I will also pray for your appointment with the Doctor. God bless you. |
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I be praying for you little sister! May our Father in Heaven Bless you Always! You must forgive other but also yourself! 4:32 and be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.
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May 06, 2008 at 6:14pm |
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| Hey Michelle, i will keep you in prayer. I too was diagnosed with Bi-polar when i was 15(1986). I have been on medication too. There are many people in the church who feel there is no such thing as bi-polar and you shouldnt take medication. However i know first hand about it. Dont ever feel ashamed because of it. I hope your doctor is a christian. I will be praying for you and keeping in mind the situation with Todd.Let us know Friday how things go for you! God bless you! |
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Love The Lord with all your heart ,soul and mind !
Hang in kid,.. pray for your " enemies " pray for Todd ,.. its hard to stay mad when youre praying for someone and without going into huge detail ,.. when you pray for someone they come around...
I was mad at someone once and I told my friend " God wont overide her will" ,..and he said one of the wisest things I've ever heard he said,
" No Dan , but God can change the circumstances around her will"
Keep it in prayer! |
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