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Thanx guys for all the support.I wasn't sure of I was doing the right thing by sending a blog like I did.But I'm glad I did.I didn't know so many ppl cared.Thanx MaKelly for calling me long distance to make sure that I was ok.Thanx for the Happy birthday wishes from Kathy.Yes I'll be 39 on Wednesday this week coming.I was a mothers day baby only a couple days off.My mom went into labour on a night like tonight and had me on the following wednesday May 14th.Every so many years my birthday is actually on mothers day.So my mom calls me her mothers day present.
I choose to forgive my mom for the abuse that she put me thru.Also I talked to God and told Him that I was hurting.Please keep praying for me that I'll open up and let Him(God) love on me.Lord knows that I need it.I just want to be held and for the pain to all go away.Sometimes it hurst so bad that I can't stand myself. |
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| Praying for you Maddie - Sweet Maddie, Child of The Most High |
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| May 10, 2008 |
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| Rest well tonight, Maddie! |
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| May 10, 2008 |
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| thanx guys.Glad to have u as friends.Hi FORGIVEN glad we r friends now. |
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(Psa 30:11) You did it: you changed wild lament into whirling dance; You ripped off my black mourning band and decked me with wildflowers. (Psa 30:12) I'm about to burst with song; I can't keep quiet about you. GOD, my God, I can't thank you enough. The Message Version --
xxoxoxoxoxox |
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| May 11, 2008 |
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| It takes time. Just don't give up, you have a bright future. |
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| Hae a restful night and enjoy church tomorrow. |
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| May 11, 2008 |
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Praying for you Maddie
May the Lord wrap His loving arms around you and be the strength of your life. Please know that you are being lifted up in prayer by many in the MyChurch community. We are so blessed to have you here!
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There are sometimes I just can't stand myself either, Maddie, but what I've been doing at those times is agreeing with God about how he sees me. I have learned that God looks at you and me from a heavenly perspective, outside of time. Somebody said, "He sees us in the future and we look a lot better than we do now!" That's because he sees us wrapped up in Jesus and his righteousness. Jer. 29:11 tells us that his plans for us are good, that we have a future we can hope in. I pray for you to have hope in your future and to know and experience the love of God in an ever-deeper way. Hang in there, God has ahold of you and he won't let go. Don't you let go either! |
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| Maddie, keep praying and we're praying with you!!!!! |
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God bless you Maddie, we are praying with and for you. And Happy Birthday too! |
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| May 12, 2008 |
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Maddie, you are never alone! If no one else is there, if no one else comes, your Lord and Saviour Christ Jesus is always there! You are worthy, God has an awesome plan and purpose for your life. Always take those vain imaginations, those thoughts that exalt themselves against God and His Word into captivity and cast them down.
Remember everything that has a name must, will and does bow at the feet of Jesus!
This is from a blog I did back on April 16th, 2008. The Lord woke me up from a sound sleep around 3:30 - 4:00am. I hope it blesses you and grab ahold of the Word!
HE IS LOOKING FOR THOSE WHO WILL WORSHIP HIM IN SPIRIT & IN TRUTH!
The Lord is moving, He is looking to & fro over the land, looking to see who will Worship Him in Spirit & in Truth!
He is looking to see who will Worship Him in Spirit and in Truth in spite of the facts of this reality (this world).
He is looking for those who will Worship Him even though their bank accounts are overdrawn, the bills are due, the car is broke down, the car is about to be repo'd.
He is looking for those who will Worship Him even though you have no cash and there's no gas in the tank to get to work, no money & you need groceries to feed the family.
He is looking for those who will Worship Him even though you made a bad decision & now it's costing your family.
He is looking for those who will Worship Him even though your health has been slipping & the doctor gave you a bad report. You've got some major health issues in your body & they just don't seem to get any better.
He is looking for those who will Worship Him even though your kids are running from God & His calling on their life and now they are living like hell in the world.
He is looking for those who will Worship Him even though you & your spouse can't get along and you are at your wit's end & your ready to quit. If you have been or are going through a divorce and it is ugly or breaking your heart.
He is looking for those who will Worship Him even though your addicted to drugs, alcohol or porn & you feel less than human or worthless.
He is looking for those who will Worship Him in Spirit & in Truth
Call those things that be not as they are! Speak My Word! Life & death, Blessing & cursing.
*You are the head & not the tail
*You are more than a conqueror in CHRIST
*If God is for you who can be against you
*You were & are healed by the blood of Jesus & the stripes CHRIST took on His back
*You have the promises of God to your children and to all that are afar off (for generations)
*Your God supplies all your need (CHRIST) in and through CHRIST
*Your Daddy owns the cattle on a thousand hills & He owns the hills too!
*He cares for the flowers of the field, the birds of the air, clothing them in beautiful tapestry's and He feeds them. How much more He cares for you!
*In your weakness He is strong and in your strength He is stronger still!
*If God is for you who can be against you? NO ONE!!
*He has given you favor with Himself and with man
*He breaks every yoke (hold) of bondage (addiction). His
Word is Truth and His Truth will set (make) you FREE!
*He has not given you a spirit of fear but His Spirit of Power, Love and a Sound Mind
*Greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world
*Whosoever calls upon the name of the Lord Jesus CHRIST shall be saved!
Yes, God is looking! God is looking for those who will Worship Him in Spirit & in Truth!
Now let's Worship God Almighty, The King of Kings, The Great I AM, The Prince of Peace, The Alpha & Omega, The Rose of Sharon, El-Shaddai, Emanuel, The Lord of Lords,
YHVH "Yod Hey Vov Hey"!!!!! |
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