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Hey there my friends,
No matter where I seem to go, I am always begin judged for the person that I am. I am a good person, just a bit lost in this world and don't have anyone to show me the right way to go. .. I am getting hurt on message boards, on multiply at times and no matter what site I seem to join up on, I always seem to get hurt in one way or another. I just don't seem to get why this is happening to me. I just don't get it. I am at the point where I just don't want to live anymore, because this life sure is hard to live. I wish that I need what to do, but I don't. .. I just don't seem to get why this is happening to me and apart of me wishes that I would die. .. If this is my final blog on here, I would like you all to know this:
Have you ever felt like you only had one more day left to live on the earth? Well I know the feeling, I live that way each day for you never do know when your last day on earth shall be. I just want to be able to live my life alive for the time begin and take it one day at a time. I know that it may sound like that is a hard thing to do, but it isn't once you get the hang of it. I just want to live the life that I have like I only have more day to live it. I want to live my life to the fullest and be the best person that I can be. I am certain that you probably have had someone in your life that you had lost, but never got the chance to tell them how you had felt, well that is the case for me and I regret it each day that I am alive know. I have decided that from know on I am going to live my life like it is one more day and always tell that special someone that I care for them for I never do know that I shall have one more day here on earth or not. I just want to live when I am alive and have my life be one that shall never be forgotten. I have learned over the years that you have to live your life like it is one day for it will be your final day on earth and you only have that day to live. I don't know what shall happen to me tomorrow or even next week, but I live my life like as if I only have one more day to live it as it is. I just want to be able to feel free and alive, is that to much to ask for? I guess that I have learned to enjoy what I have in my life and always know that someone is always there when I needed them. If tomorrow never comes for you, will they know how much you love them for begin there ? Don't wait till it is to late, tell them what you mean to them and always be there when they needed you. I don't worry about tomorrow, I live in there here and know. I am not going to go gone for a while yet (even though there are times that I wanted to), but I keep going each day as if I only had one more day on earth. My life is a special gift and I should enjoy it for a long time to come. I don't know what will happen for me in the future, but inside of my heart I know that it'll get easier, it just takes time. If there is one thing that I have learned in my life, I have learned that you can either cry about how much you hate it or get up and try again. Have a great Saturday everyone,
Angel Spirit
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| The question you need to ask yourself is, are you right and they're wrong, or are they right and you're wrong? Why, when you make any comment either here or on another site - are people whistling the same tune? I ain't judging you either way. But its something you need to ask yourself. |
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| Good point there Steve, but it does hurt when people judge me based on a few things. :-( |
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James 1:23-24 [NIV]. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in the mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgettting what he has heard, but doing it - he will be blessed in what he does.
Eitherway I'm not judging you, but the answer is in the mirror. Are they wrong and you're right, or are you right and they're wrong? Tough decision when you think about it isn't it. I repeat. Why do people seem to be whistling the same tune? What in the whole grand scale of things do they see that you don't (or vise versa)? |
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| Hard to know for sure there Steve and I am thankful that you don't judge me, plus I didn't know that is what that bible verse meant. |
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| It comes from studying the bible, not just reading it. The hardest thing people have to face in life is what's staring back at them in the mirror. And if they don't like what they see - they blame someone else. |
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| That makes sense to me, I am trying to study it, but I get lost in trying to figure that out. |
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| Last comment. There's a difference between head knowledge and heart knowledge when it comes to studying. The head doesn't understand most of it, but the heart does. The heart has a deeper understanding, and sometimes people have to switch their head off and go with their heart. That's also written in the bible. Here endeth my comments on the subject. |
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Megan, Pray before you read your Bible and then meditate on what you have read, Be still and let the Lord reveal to you the lesson you are to learn. We are all at different stages in our Spiritual maturity but as you grow God will reveal more to you in His Word. Praying for you. |
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May 17, 2008 at 6:21pm |
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Can I offer a few tips on how to not get hurt on message boards?
1.) Seek to bless and not to be blessed. (I have probably used this phrase 100 times on here :)
2.) If you do notice a personality clash with someone, you may want to keep your distance. I have found that when there is a personality clash, things only get worse when you try to make things better.
3.) (This is the most difficult one for me) Listen to others instead of trying to be heard. (Still working on this one :) But I am sure it'll work!
4.) Try not to be easily offended. A lot gets lost in the translation of written blogs, comments, etc. Try not to always think that everything is a personal attack against you. It's not! People may be only trying to help.
Hope this is received in the spirit that was intended. God bless you Megan! |
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| You know I think the best thing you could do for yourself is to withdraw for a while. When you have so many voices telling you this and that it lends to confusion. Take some time for Megan and relax. |
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| I love you Megan! Pray and seek God's Face. He will show you the way! Be blessed! |
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118:8 [It is] better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man. |
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| I think Sue's comments are wise words, but I still stick by what I wrote. Instead of looking for external answers "out there" to make you happy, look for the internal ones. Its another way of saying the answer is in the mirror. Whether it be me, you or anyone else for that matter, only "we" know the answer to that one. |
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