I learned a hard lesson this week.  To keep friends you have to make friends.  It has been a hard week for me knowing that congress was going on and I could not be there.  I took my anger out on all the people around me.  I shut them out of my life.  In doing that I hurt a lot people around at work.  I know in my heart that I have to change but I don't really know how.  I know that I need to get in to the bible more but really no one has shown me how to do that. That is one of the things I would really like to learn this summer.  Everyone is in getting everyone on saved but they don't teach them what to do next.  That has been where I have been for the last two years.  That is something that some officers in the Salvation Army needs to think about.  All the officers in the corps so busy that they forget sometimes people really donot know where to start.  Maybe this summer someone will take the time to show me where to start.

Lesli