| Seeking God with all my heart |
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I must say that I had a great encounter with God today.I'm reading a book now on" The root of rejection"by Joyce Meyers.I've struggled with this is my life and have had such a hard time with walls up with God.Well I went to church this morning even though I didn't want to at all.I had felt that I had don't so many things wrong and that God wouldn't forgive me now.I figured that I had gone too far with the sin in my life.
Well I'm glad that I went to church this morning.God touched my heart and showed me how much He loves me.I asked for forgiveness and He did forgive me totally.He touched my heart where all that hurt was and brought it to the surface.He healed some areas in my heart.
I felt such rejection from my mom.I just began to sob and couldn't stop this morning.i never felt loved or wanted by my mom.No matter how many times she would say that she wanted me or how much she loved me.I never felt that she was telling me the truth.God brought that up in me.I believe that He wants to heal me in these areas.I decided to let Him love on me in these areas to heal me from that hurt that I feel.
Tonight I just feel like God is still working on me and I want Him to love on me the way that He wants to.So tonight I seek God with all my heart to let him overpower me with His powerful and gentle love.I want to be so loved by God that I no longer feel anymore pain or hurts from my childhood.Or any other part of my life.Praise God for His love for all of us.
SEEK GOD WITH ALL YOUR HEART.HE REALLY DOES LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
119:10 With my whole heart I seek thee; let me not wander from thy commandments! |
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