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147:3 He healeth the broken in heart, And bindeth up their wounds.
When I was a younger man I had a permanent frown that was almost chiseled into my face. No matter what happened around me good or bad you could tell when I entered a room by the gloomy cloud that always followed me overhead. This attitude not only affected my mood but also the people around me. People didn’t want to be around me I was considered a buzz kill. I know people just wanted me act happy but I just could not force myself to smile because I was not happy. I felt like people just wanted me to lie, and I could not. I felt unlovable.
For years I was trapped in the cycle of trying to win my peers approval but still having to deal with the crushing weight of being depressed. At one point I was standing in the open window of my 10th storey room looking down to the ground trying to talk myself into jumping. Thank God I chickened out and stepped back in. I felt so unlovable for a longtime until Jesus reentered my life. Now I know that no matter who may ridicule me, or look down there nose at me God always loves me whether I am happy or sad, and because of this I wear a permanent smile. Amen!
Written by Patrick a servant of God chosen to be an apostle of Jesus Christ |
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