its ok ok to cry and ask god why, its ok to say sometimes i just want it to be just me , its ok to be distressed when your upset your tired of being at home and you feel so all alone , its ok to need  a break when you just cant take it , its ok to just cry out to ask for an answer some help from above maybe someone to love, its ok to just sit a pray when you cant find away, you see your not really so alone ,GOD IS RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE , talk to him he is your friend , tell him what you need , trust that he will  bring you thru , he always has he always will . he knows whats best for you i could write a book on what he has brought me thru , but you know cause you were there , dont give up GOD DOES CARE , LET HIM LOVE YOU , AS ONLY GOD CAN , THEN TRUST THAT HE HAS A MUCH GREATER PLAN .... YOU ARE LOVED ,and remember its ok....