I was at church tonight. During the praise time, I felt something inside of my heart tugging away. I know that I've talked in the past about how I'm searching and trusting God to find a wife. So, tonight while I was praising, I was wondering about relationships. It has been quite a long time since I've been in a relationship (12 years to be exact, really? That long? Yes!), and that had me a little worried. Do I know how to be in a relationship? Will I need some sort of therapy? Let's not go there yet, "ahem".

What I do know and what God confirmed inside of my heart, that I need to rely upon Him and that He'll direct my path. I know the patience that He has extended to me. I live and know of the Grace he has given on the cross for me. The subject that was talked about was about having no regrets. I once answered a survey that was on a popular social site (no free advertising), and one of the questions was "Any past regerts?" and my answer was "When you live in the promise of forgiveness, there are no regerts". So what does all this have to do? I know that in my past relationships, I've regretted how they have ended and how I might have missed "something", especially because the years have passed and I've been here waiting on God. I know now that God has promised and has told me "not to worry about it", so now I look upon Him for everything and not to live in regret.