I just hope and pray that every second of my life and my childrens life we do exactly what god wants us to do. I say that because everyone knows we have been having house problems and we have come to the conclusion that we are going to put our house up for sale and move else where. I hope this is what god wants. I have really been slacky on my prayer and I am just wondering if that is why we are in the situation we are in? am I being punished? Or does God have other plans for my family and I? I feel soooooooooooo burdened. My heart feels as if it weighs as much as I do.... (its a joke). I am really scared and nervous and I know I have my christian family supporting us as we I guess start our lives somewhere else.... ammy