| My day & My God working in my life... |
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I just want to say that lately I've been really feeling Jesus working in my life. I know that he's been with me always, but I mean, I have been really feeling him working with me, in my soul, my heart, and my health. Even though some of the directions he's been sending me in are a bit scary for me, I have went forward with them with less anxiety that I normally would have. That right there is a big issue with me, and I have been praying to God, to help me with not being so concerned about what everyone else thinks about me, and only concern myself with what I am doing for God, and what his opinion of me will be! I have seen him really being quick to answer some of my prayers, and by seeing that it's made me begin to pray a few more extra times a day and also finding myself going along my day just stopping and thinking how great the Lord truly is! Just like for a small example of how I see Jesus working in my life...Today I had to travel to Glen Dale, WV and OK yeah doesn't sound like a big deal right? Well there you'd be wrong! For me traveling somewhere is a big deal.
1st - I seriously am a person who even with directions right in front of me on how to get somewhere can still get seriously lost. NO JOKE! I should not be left alone in a vehicle unless I am going somewhere I've been a hundred times before LOL 2nd - After sitting in a vehicle for a certain amount of time (maybe 1 hour or two) and when it comes to a stop I am stiff, cramped, and have trouble walking. So much trouble that I can walk like 15 to 20 feet and I have to stop and sit till my legs regain strength. 3rd - I am on 24/7 Oxygen and when I have to go somewhere I have to drag along so many bottles to keep me in refills that it's hard to lug them around everywhere. Plus, when I finally get to the place I'm to be like say a doctor appointment or like today testing at a hospital I have to try to get myself in the place plus carry as many bottles as I will need and the bottles are not light or easy to carry, so this is a very hard task to do without having someone along to carry everything I need, while I work with trying to carry myself.
So there you see its difficult for me to go places and do things. Well I have been praying all weekend up till today when I left, for God to get me safely and without confusion to and from this hospital in Glen Dale and let me tell you something HE LISTENED AND HE ANSWERED MY PRAYER!!! Because not only did he get me there, he took away any sign of me becoming worried and nervous about the trip! I got in the truck turned on my CD said a little prayer and pulled out the driveway! I sang to the Lord the whole trip down and I swear it was like someone else was driving! I had no trouble whatsoever, and guess what??? I got there and without the directions! (Because I walked out the door and forgot them on the desk after I printed them out)
Then once I get to the hospital I climb out of the truck and yes I am a bit stiff from the hour in the truck and yes my ankles swelled up pretty good and my knees hurt so badly and I had to stop walking and catch my breath halfway to the front doors of the hospital, but none of that matters because I wasn't thinking about the pain I was in, I was smiling and thanking God for getting me to the Hospital safely. He is so AWESOME!
I got through my appointment with no problems and had very nice people to work with, and then it was time for me to leave and so I walked back out to the parking lot but first I took a little rest on a bench and said a few little prayers about getting back home and some other things and got back in the truck and I had felt so good about not having no problems and I wasn't really too ran down that I even got to stop and get my nails fixed up and pick up my prescription from Wal-mart and even did a very short little shopping while in wal-mart!
It was truly a long day for me and I will probably sleep so well tonight, and I thank GOD! For the whole day! Right now I sit here and I pray to Jesus to continue working in my life and use me as he sees fit, I give him total control in my life and I hope I am doing well for You Lord!!! I love you and thank you for all you've given and taken away from my life and I hope that you bless and watch over everyone today! It's in your name Jesus I pray, AMEN!
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