Who am I? Am I whom I say I am or am I who I know I am? Am I a ghost lurking through the night? Trying to discover what is right?

Who am I? Have I truly discovered my self, or am I trying to be someone else? Who am I, can I move beyond the doubt, while I learn what my life is all about?

What am I? Am I simply a shadow in the night, that has lost its forsight? Who am I, Am I a woman with so much fear, that I just exist from year to year?

And how can I love myself, respect myself, appreciate myself, honor myself, cherish myself, when I didnt really know myself, myself? How can I love myself when I know I'm not the self I should be. Although, I am striving to be the self I cannot be.

And how can I be myself, for myself, when I am amazed at myself, myself? Even when I'm trying to be a different self, from the real self that I am.

The reality is that I'm not the self I should be, Could be, or Would be because there is a projected self. And the real self and I find myself by myself when the real self moves itself beyond the projected self.

The problem is that I have too many selves inside myself that compromises the one self I am. Sometimes I live outside myself rather than inside myself and consequently I dont understand myself, myself.

By..Rev. Jeffrey P. Kee