4:14 But whoever takes the water I give him will never be in need of drink again; for the water I give him will become in him a fountain of eternal life.
My, my, my!!! I've just realized that Jesus is the best drink or high I have ever had. And trust me when I tell you, I have experienced, "some highs" in my life, and I can honestly say, I have never been on such a high and drunk as I am right now from being full of the Lord.
Yesterday, God imparted something in me that has let me know, that I don't care who says what or who thinks what of how I worship Him anymore. During our service yestersday...I can only tell you that I got as 'undignified' as can be. I have never, and I can honestly and truly tell you, that I have never worshipped the Lord with such intensity as I did yesterday.
When I got up yesterday morning, I was exhausted as can be from being at 'The Potters House' for the dance conference Thurs-Sat, and I did not want to even get up and go to church. But I also knew that I wasn't trying to miss anything that God was going to do, as well. See, you know in your spirit when God is about to do something, because the devil will start his , 'up to no good' tactics. He began yesterday morning trying to attack me with aniexty. I had this awful feeling of dread come over me that was 'almost' overwhelming. I nearly hesitated to get up and go to church, but I pressed on.
3:14 I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.
I got up and pressed my way on to church. When I got there, I felt a heaviness all over the room. Bondage is what I felt...I truly did. Even while we were in the choir singing during praise and worship service, I felt it. It was like, we were singing, and there was a blanket or something covering everyone, like, nobody was listening or anything. Even during the morning declarations that were going forth before service even began. After worship though, when I sat down, Pastor began to talk, and I could feel the heaviness leave, 'a little bit'...but I knew something in the atmospere still wasn't right. We had offering and announcements and then 'it' happened. God happened!!!
I had to sing a solo special and I have to tell you, at first I was not comfortable with it at all because I had not had time to prepare the song as I wanted but, I went anyway. When I got up there, the Holyspirit took over. I began to speak about the song first and tell them how 'the Pharoh spirit' is still operating over our churches and over God's people and how God says, "Let my people go, Pharoh(devil)." I began to my song, 'FREEDOM'!!! Let's just say, thats exactly what happened. The anointing took over and you know when the anointing comes in and takes over, there is nothing you or anyone else for the matter can do or say. This one verse of the song says, "Whether you're Pharisees, Sadducees, Heresies, you best get outta Gods way"...that blew the house down. You know, when the anointing comes in, it destroys the yoke of bondage.
10:27 And it shall come to pass in that day, [that] his burden shall be taken away from off thy shoulder, and his yoke from off thy neck, and the yoke shall be destroyed because of the anointing.
The anointing came down, began to destroy yokes, and that was all she wrote. When I came off that stage, I was shaking so bad, so drunk from the Spirit of God, and one sister came up to be and hugged me and began speaking a word to me, and all I remember was feeling like someone had just given me a 'gut punch' and I flew backwards and hit the floor, shaking all over. I have never, ever, eva, eva, felt the Holyghost like that in my entire life. From that point on, the service was wild. The Glory of God fell in there and people were all over the place...shouting, screaming, jumping leaping, running around the building, praising God like mad people. I, myself, even worshipped so out of my box and out of control that I was physically exhausted. I have never experienced God in that manner and I can honestly tell you, as I type this, I am still drunk in the Spirit and am shaking all over.
God is the Best high or drunk I have ever been on, and you know the good thing about it, I absolutely "LOVE" His hangovers!!!
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