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Well I really did mess up this time.I've lied to ppl and done some really stupid things.I can't take them back.In my attempt to be self suffient from God and the help of my friends.i meswsed up big time.I got into some stuff that i shouldn't have been anywhere near.I lied to hide it to cover up what I was doing.I wish that i had never got involved in any of this stuff.I know that God forgives,but I really hurt others and I didn't mean to.It wasn't my intent I just wanted what I wanted.And I wanted it right then.I again went looking in the wroong places for what I had before I left.I feel like the prodical son who neveer learned his lesson.
How do I make it right?I've apologized to the ones that I hurt.But they r still hurt.They say that I'm looking for sympathy or pity.Maybe they r right in some ways.I just want to get back where i need to be.To get right with God and to get back on track with my walk with God.He knows best and what I need to do to live right.I messed up.Ithought that I could handle it and still be a christian.But that's not how it played out for me.So now it's get back up and get back on that horse get to riding high again. |
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| August 12, 2008 |
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Hello Maddie,
As I read your blog my heart poured out to you...You know we all have messed up at one time or another. "But the God that I serve is faithful...He can take our mess, failures,blunders, foolishness...and work them out to our good (Romans 8:28). God is a forgiving God, He is a God that restores. Psalm 34:18 The Lord is nigh (near) unto them that are of a broken heart; and saveth such as be of contrite spirit. also Psalm 51:17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit (deep heart felt remorse,godly sorrow for our wrong doing...which brings forth true repentance) a broken and contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. Its more than lip service, Lord I'm sorry...Its a true repenting of the sin or sins ( complete turn around, a change heart, change of mind towards that sin...with the desire to never do that thing again. For he tell us in 1 John 1:9 If we confess (acknowledge) our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrigteousness. I don't care what sin or sins you have committed short from blaspheming against the Holy Ghost which there is no forgiveness Mark 3:29 But he that shall blaspheme against the Holy Ghost hath never forgiveness, but is in danger of eternal damnation. So Maddie get up, brush yourself off, and back on your horse...If you have did the necessary things to recieve forgiveness, than recieve that forgiveness that God has promised...Don't waddle in guilt and shame,forgive yourself, and if those who you hurt or were affected by your sin has not forgiven you...pray for them that God will bring them to the point of forgivenss in time...But its important for you to do your part so that you can be restored to your rightful place in Christ...I'm praying for you . |
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| August 12, 2008 |
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| Thanx for the encouragement.I'm working on all of this stuff u have mentioned.I'm realizing that I've been in a little rutt that i created and I'm climbinhg out right now.Thanx. |
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| August 12, 2008 |
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| That"s What I'm Talking About Girl...You Can Do It!!! |
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| August 12, 2008 |
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| thanx |
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