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"Do not be quickly provoked in your spirit, for anger resides in the lap of fools."

Ecclesiastes 7:9 (NIV)

I should have responded better. Patience and kindness would have been a more appropriate response than the unjustified annoyance that laced my tone of voice. In a regrettable moment of anger, I spoke words that left my son sad, and me wishing I could press the rewind button and keep my mouth zipped.

Unfortunately, I often respond better to the bigger challenges of parenting than the everyday frustrations. If you were a fly on my kitchen wall for a one day, you would wonder why a minor event sparked an annoyed response on my part. If your house is like mine, the answer is because that minor event actually happens frequently.

Hence, I fall into the "If-I've-told-you-once-I've-told-you-a-thousand-times"

trap of thinking, which doesn't lend itself to much mercy.

When my patience wears thin, I find myself strikingly similar to the person spoken about in Ecclesiastes 7:9: a fool with a lap of anger. Unfortunately, when that lap is full, it only takes the slightest spark for frustration and anger to spill over onto some unsuspecting victims.

I know God is calling me to deal with this anger in a healthy and godly way. When my spirit is provoked, my first response should be to hold my tongue. While that doesn't deal with the heart issue, it does keep me from speaking hurtful words that can never be withdrawn. But I can't leave it there. I must address ongoing parental frustration as a spiritual issue and bring my concerns to God in prayer. I find that as I honestly confess my sin, the door is opened for God to bring His healing peace into my heart.

Anger over injustice is good. Anger over childish behavior isn't. When I don't confess my inappropriate anger to God, it just starts building up, making me a fool with a full lap. I'm so glad God offers me forgiveness when I mess up, and puts me back on the path of developing a sweet spirit of patience and gentleness within me. That's the kind of mother I want to be.

Heavenly Father,

thank You for loving me

in spite of my weaknesses.

Thank You for providing a way for me

to deal with anger,

and to become the kind and

gentle woman we both want me to be.

In Jesus' Name, Amen.