my grandpa died today at 6:00 and now im reely crying and i need so much confert and i miss him but am glad he heard the call yea he was the one that i was talking about in im so scarred!
death is the thing that gets me the most.... im not even joking....... i hope your ok i feel like its my fault somehow when i know i didnt even know who he was or anything ... you know
dont blame anything on yourself .... ok you just need to be strong and help others through this too.... thats the best thing you can do ... and dont feel bad for him... hes in a better place now even though you wanted this to be the better place