This morning, I contacted the team here on my church.  I feel as though I am using being

 wafraid and nothing to wear to go to any church.  My van is not working correctly, that is the honest truth.  If only ... yes, there is that phrase again.  If only what?  If only I knew people who go to the church, I would go?  No, this is not true.  What keeps me inside is fear.  God did not create fear.  So, I really have no reason for Not going to any church, but myself.  I pray to God I can just go one time somewhere.  Feel his Precense.  I love God with all my heart, soul, and mind.  Dear God, Help me to gain the strength you have given me to attend a church next week.  Prepare a way for me, and I will follow.  You are an Awesome God, who loves me no matter what, and this is unconditional Love.

I don't know the why's of life, you do.  I don't know the How's in life.. you do.  Even the When's in life, you do.  Therefore, wherever I do go?  You are always with me, that should be enough.

Thank You, God for being my Heavenly Father.  Thank You, for just being here with me.

I do Praise you, for you are omnipotent, "The One" , and only True God.  Amen