OK  so I am riding in my car out paying some bills and whatnot and that old enemy of mine decides to try and rear his ugly head at me today...."its nasty out, you shouldn't be out in this weather, you know you don't feel good..blah blah" then he hits my 2 panic buttons "look at your face its so broken out and you have gained so much weight you look awful i cant believe you are out in public"

well, i don't know about y'all but I talk to God anywhere I am, even in the car, actually I talk to Him ALOT in the car, sometimes its the only place I can be by myself for 10 minutes (don't you hate when the people in the cars next to you look at you funny cause you are "talking to yourself" ) anyways so I just start praising God for curing my cancer, for allowing me to survive horrible abuse as a child, for giving me the precious gift of my children, for everything....down to the smallest detail...I praised him for the upcoming green light!

And then I turned on my IPOD and this song came on... God speaks loudly..through His voice, through others, through a song

and He told me today that He sees me and He loves me!!

Amen!!

I just wanted to share that with you this afternoon.

This is the FIRST song that came on:

Foolish heart looks like we're here again
Same old game of plastic smile
Don't let anybody in
Hiding my heartache, will this glass house break
How much will they take before I'm empty
Do I let it show, does anybody know?

[Chorus:]
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Oh,Cause you see the real me

Painted on, life is behind a mask
Self-inflicted circus clown
I'm tired of the song and dance
Living a charade, always on parade
What a mess I've made of my existence
But you love me even now
And still I see somehow
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Oh,Cause you see the real me
Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
When you look at me
You're turning the tattered fabric of my life into
A perfect tapestry
I just wanna be me
But you see the real me
Hiding in my skin, broken from within
Unveil me completely
I'm loosening my grasp
There's no need to mask my frailty
Oh,Cause you see the real me
And you love me just as I am
Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
When you look at me