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| hey i am trying real hard not to get up set when things dont go right. My whole family are not belivers. all my grand parents, aunts, uncles, and cosins and they all make me ferious! they give me a hard time and at times i just cant handle it. they totally put me down on what i believe in. my hardest time is dealing with my uncle my Godfather. he gives me the hardest time out of all of my family. I want him to believe but all he does is put it down or says ya what ever. Ive tryed so many times giving him things that will make him think about heaven and hell but nothing seems to work. he says he believes there is a God and has read the bible before once or twice. believeing there is a God is not the same of believeing in God! He can be so hard to get along with and times I just want to say get away from me Im done dealing with you im tyred of dealing with what you through at me. But some reason i always forgive him and get right back to were we left off. I guess that i do go right back to were we left off because i have god on side and because i dont want to ever lose him. He is a drinker so that makes it even harder. He is killing himself little by little. I dont want him to die and never make it to heaven. i want him to be able to walk on the streets of gold. I pray that one day god will send an angel down to him right were he is and tell him everything and then everyting to change. and if that could happen then maby it can change everyone in my family. I love them so very much and i dont want to lose them to satan. at times all of it just makes me want to cry. God can work mericals and I have faith he can do it in my uncles and my familys life. I just pray that it is before it is to late. God bless! |
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