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When I Don't Feel Like It
||May 23, 2007|532 reads
 

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Christina Gill
May 23, 2007
I know exactly what you mean. The night before last I did not feel like praying much less reading my Bible. I had a splitting headache on top of it. But I forced myself to do it anyway. When I started praying my headache started to fade!!!!! When I got done reading my Bible it was nearly gone!!!!! So it goes to show that God rewards you for doing it even if you don't feel like it. :)
Deb Rockwell
May 23, 2007
I have found if I don't find time to read my bible, and I try to sleep, I don't have a very good night of sleep.  So, I make sure I read it every day, whether I feel like it or not.  Usually when we don't feel like it are the times when we most need it!  That goes for prayer either.  Sometimes we become discouraged and don't want to pray, but those are the times we need to do it anyway.  Read the bible and pray, and when you don't feel like it, do it anyway!
Mike n Laura
May 23, 2007
Hi Soozie,
Recently I was reading the Screwtape Letters to my daughter when I came across a great quote relating to your struggle (which at some time or another is a struggle we all endure), here it is in abbreviated form-- "It is during such trough periods, much more than during the peak periods, that it is growing into the sort of creature He wants it to be. Hence the prayers offered in the state of dryness are those which please Him the best.”  Please feel free to read the whole thing here.  Bottom line though, you're exactly right, it comes down to a choice we must make!  ~mike
Suzanne Taylor
May 23, 2007
Thanks, Mike.  I remember reading that, but I couldn't remember where I read it.  C.S. Lewis was a wise man!  I need to reread that book - it's awesome, plus I read they are going to make a movie out of it soon. 

Deb and TS, thanks for standing alongside me in this confession.  I was thinking about a song I heard Larnelle Harris sing years ago.  There's a line that goes, "When praise demands a sacrifice, I'll worship even then."  I won't equate praising in spite of my "'Idontwannas" in any way to risking my life to honor God.  Yet, such praise does demand my willingness to "die to myself"  or, to put it in more contemporary terms, place God's desires for me above my desires for myself.  I think C.S. Lewis hit the nail on the head when he pointed out that such times, God is maturing us.  It is humbling to be actively worshipping because we are called to, not only because we want to in the moment.  It is how we acknowledge God's authority over us and, in turn, that attitude of humility blesses us.  The last shall be first, the first shall be last....Do we worship a God who does things all upside down to the way the world works or what?!  Cool!!
Randy Lloyd
June 03, 2007

Soozanne,
First thanks for having the strength to start this BLOG.  This is a fight I often loose and find some reason not to read scripture or pray.  Hopefully in the future I will remember the Psalm you referenced and set aside the quite time for study and prayer.

Randy

Suzanne Taylor
June 06, 2007
Randy,

If anything I wrote helps you in your walk, praise God!  We're in this together!
Kathy
June 06, 2007

Related blog:  http://www.mychurch.org/blog/31966/Pressure-Washing-My-Life  You are not alone, Soozanne! 

Voice in DC
June 06, 2007
As others have said here, I have found that when I don't "feel" like reading is when I need it the most...
Mike McCorquodale
June 06, 2007
This seem to be a common problem among Christian. I agree with voice. It is when we need it the most. Mike