Hey everyone Im in Mississippi.... for all of you that dont know i used to live here with my dad a couple of years ago before returning to NC after I FINALLY gave my heart to God! well I went back to grow closer to God! but in the process I have hit alot of speed bumps and have distanced myself from HIM... but in the last month I have made an attempt to once again see God as my ONE true love!!!

I am once again foresaking SIN with everything in me to follow God! Lord Help me!

It shouldn't be difficult with the knowledge that He gave His life and died for me, the least I can do Is live my life for Him.

Well my goal was to come here to get into the physical and mental shape that I needed to be in, in order to go into  the coast guard, but in light of recent events, as in Obama winning the election! the military is the last place I want to go even though I still want to sort of... but That is the LAST man I will be taking orders from!!!! But my life is not my own, I will be praying ALOT about what I am to do with my future..... and where God wants me to go... so I would appreciate your prayers and advice...

I am so confused as to what I am supposed to be doing with my life now... my ultimate goal by going into the guard  was to get into law school... but now it looks like I am going to have to go through God's boot camp and then pay my way through college, so that I can start fighting against the Evils that are now taking precident (president) in our own back, and front yards! GOD HELP US!!!

Look the fact is, is that the church needs to step up to the plate and stop these people and this evil from continuing to control the minds of our youth in this nation, and now our government!!! not by just saying... oh well its the end times and it is supposed to happen! this has been happening since the beginning of time and it has been happening in other nations all along, just because it has just started to happen in the US... NOW all of the sudden its the endtimes! I dont think so!!!!

The church is Lazy!

and I include myself in that generalization! but we need to stand and NOW... we cannot just stand by as our nation that God blessed CHRISTIANS!!! with is thrown to the wolves to be devoured and spit out...!!! This is our nation! as Christians we have a God given RIGHT to stand and fight for this Nation! the church was never meant to stand and watch others rule the nation! it is the churches Job!!!!!!!!       we are Christian Americans,  Christians First yes but Americans none the less! we have a voice and we need to use it.... This is OUR NATION!!!