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| Hello everyone! It has been so long! I wish I could say it was because I was having a great time. But actually I was in a pit. A pit I couldn't even explain. I had reached a point that I couldn't even pray. I felt like someone had put tape on my mouth and I couldn't speak. The sad part is that I was living in fear. I feared that these are the last days before the coming of christ and we should all be on our knees every chance we get but here i am I can't even speak to god. I wanted to but I just felt i couldn't. I was so saddened that I let myself get there. At the beginning of the year I had signed up at my church to go to the Women of Faith Conference for the first time. While in my pit I was dying to get there. I was dying for a revival. As the time came closer for the conference things started changing. The devil started attacking me even more to take away my yearning to go. He had me thinking that if I went something horrific would happen to my daughter. But thank god that when I had that thought with seconds I said "Wow, God you must have something so big for me planned at this conference, because the devil is really trying to fight this." and that night I was able to pray. To make a long story short the day came and I went with my church ladies. I had a wonderful time. God spoke to me so potently. and I had the ability to room with 2 amazing women with whom I love so deeply. I thank God for the experience and urge every women to go to one of those conferences. But most of all I thank god for once again rescueing me. Most of all for loving me. |
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