My journey has been rough.

Dealing with the ups and downs

of life, can really be tough.

The loneliness alone, is more than enough.

Being a Christian wife,

I didn't expect I'd have to deal with this kind of stuff.

I'm married, living single.

So I'm not at liberty to just go out and mingle.

Being married, but separated.

Makes it hard to celebrate it.

At least until I am divorced.

So aloneness, is my choice.

I spend most of my time, in cyber space.

But at the end of the night, my home

is but an empty place.

Day after day, that the reality, that I face.

Yeah I talk to people about it,

the ones I trust and love.

And I know the Lord watches over me from above.

But it would still be nice, to have someone to hug.

This is a hard journey I'm on.

Some times, I don't even want to come home.

But that's what it's like, when you build your life

with someone, and then find yourself alone.

I know I shouldn't complain.

But that is one of the  things, that seems to ease the pain.

I tell you, this journey has me just about drain.

I've lost my appetite to eat.

Sometimes I cry myself to sleep.

So I just wait for the day, when this is over,

and I'm set free.

But until then, will you all just pray for me.


ON A STORMY SEA, MY GOD SPEAKS TO ME....