Good Word brother! It is amazing how God uses things, especially bad, to bring about amazing blessings in our lives. It is the refiners fire. I think Peter put it best when he said," Beloved, do not think it strange concerning the fiery trial which is to try you, as though some strange thing happened to you." 1 Peter 4:12 I admit I always think it is some strange thing that is happening to me. I grab my bible and double check to make sure that Romans 8:28 is still there. How awesome that is that your Mom is being healed. God is so faithful to bring us through. I will keep your Mom in my prayers as well. I think you hit the nail on the head when you said "One of the key verses that defined his life is... Genesis 45:7. I have always been fascinated with the parallel explanation in Psalm 105: Psa 105:16 Moreover He called for a famine in the land; He destroyed all the provision of bread. Psa 105:17 He sent a man before them; Joseph; who was sold as a slave. Psa 105:18 They hurt his feet with fetters, He was laid in irons. Psa 105:19 Until the time that his word came to pass, The word of the LORD tested him. Psa 105:20 The king sent and released him, The ruler of the people let him go free. Psa 105:21 He made him lord of his house, And ruler of all his possessions, Psa 105:22 To bind his princes at his pleasure, And teach his elders wisdom. Psa 105:23 Israel also came into Egypt, And Jacob dwelt in the land of Ham. Especially the word 'sent' in vs 17 and the word 'tested' in vs 19. To use a 60's term, what a trip! It wasn't that Joseph was in the right place at the right time. And it wasn't that God saw Joesph's unjust lot and had mercy. No it is that God "sent" him and God "tested" him. Wow! I think a lot of the things that we go through in these early years of ministry, maybe some of the things you have been going through recently, are God's way of refining us for his use. Blessings brother, Mike |