Try to read the short book Job (pronounced Jobe with (long O) in my thinking a true misnomer I think it should be pronounced as spelled Job and that those who love God should think of it as their Job to have his characteristics and keep faith in God.  As you read this think of my life over the years we have known each other and see if you do not agree that his life sounds a lot like mine.  I hope my end is a blessed as his was. 
This is part of a letter to one of my DRs but it sounds like it might sort of fit I went through  an on the job accident that erased my memory and I had to start live over at 40 I lost my house because I could not rember and no one else knew (except the insurance and morgage companies that I had insurance to pay when sick and to payoff if die.  these insurances cancel after 3 months of non payment.  It took 11 months of leave without pay to get dissability retirment.  and Social security.  Do not believe the hype about a lump sum back pay It does not happen if you ever owed the government anything at any time they get all that My parents got food stamps using my ss# and I had to repay that so thank god I was in my house but I had to sell or It would have gone up on auctiuon.  I got $700.00 after 10 years of principal and interest house sold for over 80,000 I had Morgage of 50,000 I had to get a lawer to figure out what happened.  It was quite a mess.  this was after I had lost my Husband to cancer and my daughter to an auto accident.  Many bad relationships and my Sons now say I am not the person who in their minds died the day of the accident I am a lot different one thing I know I was a heavy sinner before and I became a Saver sanctified and holy Ghost filled Christian after.  Alone with God and the holy spirit to teach me the truth and start fixing my life I was lead in many strange and maraculous ways.  It is hard to read and even harder to live but you can I have not as perfectly I may explain the differences some other time as I am out of time.