Thank you Lord:)

That is my prayer. I want the Lord to do whatever he needs to do to create in me a clean heart. I don't care how many layers he needs to peel off I just want to have a pure and clean heart. God is such an awesome God and words can't even begin to describe his love and mercy. Last night my husband and daughter both was baptized and I was so proud. If you check out my photos I added the pictures. My husband has been on cloud nine every since he got baptized and the cool part is he wants more. He says he just can't seem to get enough of GOD. I remember when I was baptized I felt like I could conquer the world. I was so happy and felt so free that it was a feeling I can't put into words. He asked me if I saw something when I was baptized and of course I didn't. He told me he saw a bright light after he came up from the water and my human flesh said "Was it the flash from a camera?." and he said no this was different. I don't know what my husband saw when he came up from the water but I have been praying for God to reveal it to him.

I was reading out of the book of Romans last night before bed and I read something that touched my heart to the point of tears. "I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us." Can you just imagine everything that we are going through or experiencing right now is nothing compared with the awesomeness of seeing God's Glory revealed in us. In my opinion, it's going to be like "Oh my goodness I should have had a V8." Total light bulb coming on. I also relized last night that God really did truly save the best for last husband wise. Matt was God sent and I have no reason to believe other wise. All the long suffering I went through was worth every ounce of pain to get Matt in my world. I didn't realize that I would go through everything I did and be rewarded at the end with the prize of having a man love me unconditional with an agape love as Matthew does. This is crazy and silly but I was writing in my notebook the other day and I wrote something to the Lord that actually came from deep within my heart and I thought to myself how silly I must have sounded yet at the same time I know God was smiling down upon me.

" Dear Daddy",

     Are you coming to pick me up soon? I miss you very much and can't wait to see you. How's the Angels doing? Sure wish you would come and pick me up soon. I don't like this place; it hurts here daddy. I will be patient alittle while longer I promise because I know that soon you'll take me home with you.

Love your daughter,

Tammy

P.S. Do you think we could stop and see the Milky Way?

 LOL. I told you it was silly but sometimes that's how I feel when I talk to the Lord.