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Romans 2:21-23 - "It didn't stay in Vegas..."
||March 12, 2009|218 reads
 

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Neil
March 12, 2009
This is very true.  It reminds me of the time, years ago when I started writing my prayers.  For about 5 years, nearly daily, I wrote a full page of prayer, writing very small, often two lines between each blue line on the notebook paper.  At times when I would start to write something evasive, you know, skirting around an issue, or trying to lie to myself, I'd get a knot in my gut and the pen would stop.  I couldn't make the pen go any further until I rethought the thing and came up with words that were right and acceptable in the sight of God.  You can lie to yourself sometimes and get away with it for a while, but when you are addressing God in your prayers, it was just impossible, He wouldn't let me do it.  It carried too much weight because it was my prayer to God.  God would not let me slip by with a selfish idea, He wouldn't let me blame others, He made my prayers conform to His will.
Jason Arnold
March 13, 2009

That is so true, Neil.

Often times with me, He'll "let" me run behind with things the day I need to deliver some sort of message or teaching, so that I can't spend a bunch of time "polishing" what I'm going to say.

Then, I'll stand up to teach, open the Word, and dive in -- not thinking as much about what *I* want to convey but more just openly sharing what the Lord wants to speak to us through the section, and before I know it He's got some issue nailed right in the middle of my chest...what can I do when I'm standing before students or peers sharing the Word with them, run and hide?

So then, He'll remind me about the "Bar of Soap" in 1 John 1:9, where we're supposed to confess our sins so we can be cleansed from our unrighteousness, and -- often without them being the wiser -- I'll start into a more "rubber meets the road" sidebar with the group getting right in there with how we try and fiddle with sin but keep it a secret, using my own experiences as material and seeing the faces that only get contorted those ways when a common chord has been struck. :)

There is much healing in those times, which is why the Lord so frequently allows me to *NOT* have the time to polish the personal things out of the messages...just like His Word, He wants the whole story told, "warts and all". :)

Mike n Laura
March 23, 2009
This is an awesome point, Jason. I know this to be true from personal experience.

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