Dear God:
Please help me to see reasoning or understanding  in this sadnest I have. I do not understand how we come to accept that this was meant to be,A Life , with a beating heart, and breathing, At first we were upset, and then reilize that your plans were set into motion, this was meant to be for some reason we could not understand, and because of our Love for you and our belief that  you know what is best, we loved this child, and then all of a sudden this child is gone Thur a miscarriage, is this what was really meant to be, why are we so confused and hurt, I thought that things like this was suppose to bring us all closer together, but it has brought us noting but hurt and pain. A mother that should be there for her daughter, can't ! The daughter that should need her mother, Want! I don't under stand, Please Help me to see what was best..... My heart is broke into a million tiny pieces, the hurt for us all is so real, but yet we don't know if the hurt is from the lost , the trust, or the pain... What do I do? What do I say? Why do I cry for someone I never met, or will never get the chance to see... Why does my daughter hurt so bad that she can't even talk to her family that Love's her SO....Will this pain ever go away, you would think it was me.....Why???????? I have always put my trust in you.... I have always thought you knew best, Why give me the mix emotions. Is this a test? Please just help me and my daughter live again..... A Loving Grandmother that you created