She feels so alone
Like she has no friends
Not a one in sight
She feels so lifeless
Moving slowly from face to face
In someone else's shoes
She feels limp
She feels numb
She can't fell anything
But the pain flowing from her
When she hides in the bathroom
With the door locked and the water running
And the razor sharp blade in her hand
She's learned to let the abusive words slife past her
They have no meaning anymore
Except one
The one she can't forget
The one that still cuts deep
Nothing ever seems to go right
She feels like a failure in everyone's eyes
She's given up hope
Hope in everything
Hope in love
Hope in her dreams
Hope in her family
Her hope, is gone
And she's scared
Scared she won't ever get it back