just got out and raced over to share this, lol, honest

was telling mike(nlaura) that when i prayed for aaron that i was in total peace and didn't feel flabbergasted or nervous nor did i cry or get upset.

i do all those things ordinarily quite well, but didn't when there

he said he had a similar experience when visiting Kris

i am paraphrasing because i started this and don't want to go back to see the exact words

i asked God why just now while in the shower

i am often quoting what i read where a woman gave up getting healed and just spent time with the Lord and THEN got healed and when she asked why He told her cancer can't live in his presense. 

i felt the Lord just tell me "Panic can't live in My presense either"

peace is always the side effect of being with Him.

no panic, just peace

no waves, just His gaze (hey ministry of poetry, my bud stu-prince...this is as close to poetry as i get :)