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 I don't feel like blogging up a storm of whats all happened since my last submitted entry. [Yeah I'm lazy I know] So I'll talk about yesterday.
I watched Hey Paula yesterday morning because I missed it Thursday night cause I went and saw Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoneix in the theater. Well she talked about how she had to go and get an MRI done. All of a sudden tears stared streaming down my face because I just got out of the hospital from getting tests down counting an MRI. I know what MRI's are like. I've had more than one.There really loud and noisy and you have to lay there for like almost a hour and you can't move at all. She had to have tets. I understand.They told her about putting elctros on ehr chest and other palces. Yeah I've had to do that many times. I sat there crying. I felt her misery. The talk with her doctor about how they'll work on ways for her to get back to doing everything normal.
So all day I kinda felt really down because of what I go through. Having epilspey sucks.I mean its not like the stuff doesn't haunt every other day. It was just different yesterday. I t was raining outside and all I wanted to do was stand in the rain and cry and scream.
No one knows I cry over this. They think I'm strong and I'm goign through this really well with no worrries at all. Now that I'm back out of the hospital.
Nope, I guess it's just so easy for me to hide my feelings for me. That nobody sees.
I Know How It Feels Paula
To lay there
Through those MRI's.
Then stand and here those docs tell you
Whats wrong.
No I don't have RSD
But I can feel you're pain.
I know what its like
To go through tons
Of different tests.
And have eltros
All over your body
Not comfortable.
To tell you you need
To change things in your lifestyle
So you're able to do activities
And other things.
I love you Paula
Keep Holding On
[I think] You ♥ Me
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