Don't follow them and don't listen to them voice of nick johnson and chris g. so i swear to all ages and by God I ignore them whisperers for thy shall flees from thy voice aren't heard in the crowd. I'm a trying to help out and put the lies down by battling thy words of things I was once sick with bipolar disorders and trying to get my self back together again. I will continue singing the VOICE OF TRUTH, AMAZING GRACE & AMAZING LOVE & other CHRISTIAN SONGS to pass the deadly spread of rumors arent the truth. They are lies set ups by Nick Johnson himself and MJ. So sorry i have made an undercover statements though shall not listen to what they think or say of what i did was what i had to do to get nick johnson and mj as a sister and brother of church of christs. Thy words thy said aren't fruitful and is a mataphors of things that i had never tried to do but only made special sacrifices of self -poisonings suicidals incidents of created a memory loss of my self. I once was bueatiful and now changes from head to toes. I had created me a bad one that I had not sleep with no man and i did it only to hurt myself by own hands. I crafted it all into my heads and prayed that no one like me will end up like me in this life i lead a dangerous life of sufferings and hurts. I put a fumations all around my second floors were chemicals reaction in the airs and the rest are history like i said i put nail polishes on fingernails and smell it and inhale it to cuz me to have nose bleeds by this was chemicals. I did it again in another way by putting air freshers all around my room to smell nice and sweet and i also inhaled that to cuz nose bleeds from this chemicals. And so it this one the dark J. LO fragrances perfumes i put around my neck and underclothes to smell nice and strong was to weaken my self and body and soul was push by all this chemicals in the private areas to inflammation my body parts open and pokes my own bod with my hands and dull big pencils. There was no mentioning of guys i write to on myspace. It was musics i listen to on with some celebrities i enjoy watching them on afternoon soap show. I am no a slut and i do not sleep around with those strangers yet. I was just friends with them. You are all mean and not listening to what i have got to say.

 I just think if i were to meet them but we never could so far i was busy doing my own business of going to reading class, walking class and studying and playing on facebook and then a workouts and studying weekend class for nutritional facts and write a lot of analysis essays was tough jobs and a lot of tough work outs of random push up tests and sit ups tests at the school. And the works between clubs events and reporting them all in.