I often wondered why everytime there was something negative said about me, or when every project i had been put in charge of was always sabatoged, and everytime i turned around there was a new lie spread about me, i could always link it to the same person year after year after year, constantly hearing don't look at the person look at the spirit using the person, i understood that well enoughbut then one day i asked God, in looking at the spirit that is using the person, i can't help but notice that it is the same person all the time and it is always about the same thing, so i can't help but ask why is it that everytime you need a vessle to use to spread your Word this person you can't ever find to use for your glory but everytime the devil needs someone to use to tear me down, spread a negative word, tell a lie on me, not anyone else but me, sabotage every project i have been given leadership over, or can always be counted on for remarks like, you will never be anything, you can't do this, you can't do that and my personal favorite was when she said, not to my face but after i had left the state, that i was dumb, stupid and incompetent, and on top of all of this she stands in my face and says I LOVE YOU, so i began to pay attention to this and i started working on a sermon topic "When the face of your enemy is the same face, it is amazing to me how God can never find her, but the devil can always use her, so the next time your being attacked by the enemy notice to see if it is the same vessel that the devil can always use or not, 



another translastion says bad company corrupts good character, God also said to me, when you get wrong people out of your life, wrong things stop happening, and i know God knows exactly what He is doing, but what messed me up was He woke me up early one morning and took me to scripture and told me to be this girls friend, i did not question i did exactly what He told me to do and guess what happened.  

and i say TO GOD BE THE GLORY, because now i say that is her loss and not mine, but if God says that He wants this relationship restored then so be it but trust i will be aaking for MC to pray long and hard for me, my heart has been ripped into too many pieces, too many times to evr fully trust her again, but i put all my trust in my Daddy knowing that He knows exactly what He is doing even if i don't.

Be Blessed