Dear Joey, No one is perfect, We all fall short to honor God's kingdom because we are all sinners.We as Christen's are to strive to become Chtist like. We are all at different levels in our service to Christ. Joey don't compare yourself to anyone else God said come just as you are. Accept Christ as your own personal savior and he will forgive you of your sins, and fellowship in his body ( the churce) and watch how you grow. God Bless you . Betty M.