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Today I am just enjoying the peace of finally feeling like I am home. For 22 months, I have wandered around from church to church. I've gone to church where my children had friends -- but it wasn't home. I've gone to church where I had friends -- but it wasn't home. I spent most of that 22 months hiding in the back of a large church. I could quiletly slip in and out and not be noticed. I could miss a week or two and not be missed.
God allowed me to do that -- for a time. However, He also made sure I knew when it was time to find a permanent church home.
It was nothing other than God that led me to Living Truth. I knew no one here. Now, when I think about it, I'm surprised that I actually came . God gave me the courage - that is for sure. I'm about as shy/timid as they come - especially going somewhere when I don't know anyone.
After our first Sunday at Living Truth, I KNEW this was where God wanted us to be.... but committing to membership was HUGE for me. I even went through the membership class last week, and was the only one who didn't turn in the committment sheet for membership. I didn't feel like I was ready, and I did not feel as though my children were ready.
However, God was ready for me to do that -- and He didn't let me forget that throughout the week. After struggling with it for four days, I finally turned in my membership committment. I was amazed at what a peace I had after I did that. I just had to ask myself why I didn't do it sooner.
Anyway, I feel as though I am home -- for the first time in almost two years I have a church home and church family. I want to thank you all who have helped me to feel welcome. I also want to thank Pastor Norm for asking Hannah to read as part of the CPR group on Tuesday night. That made her feel as though she really belonged -- again, a feeling she hasn't had in almost two years as well. And well.... we all know Timothy just made himself at home by throwing the food he didn't like! .
I'm looking forward to what God is doing at Living Truth, and I'm looking forward to how me and my children will be a part of it.
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